I still can’t say your name aloud. When I try, as I near that word, I tear up. My voice cracks. The tears form.
Who knew it’d be this hard?
Do you think it was love, even though I denied it? Even though I thought I stayed on my side of that imaginary line we drew between us, do you think it was love?
If so, I’m sorry.
I never meant to cross it. I never meant to let myself fall. I never meant to do something that you didn’t want.
It’s always times like these When I think of you And wonder if you ever think of me. ‘Cause everything’s so wrong, and I don’t belong Living in your precious memory.
‘Cause I need you. And I miss you.
A Thousand Miles, Vanessa Carlton
You Said No
So much has changed, and i just wanna tell you, just wanna talk again. But you said no.
And i wonder about you and if you’re hurting and if you’re lonely. But you said no.
I was there for you. You pushed me away. I don’t belong here all alone. I don’t belong here in your memory.
Do you think of me, too, on days that are blue? Do you think of me even when the sun shines? Do you think of me at all? Even though you said no?