I am…

 

She told me to write a list

beginning with “I am.”

Like “I am a writer,

I am a poet,

I am a Christian.”

 

The only words

I can think tonight

are his words.

I am stupid.

I am fat.

I am ugly.

I am lazy.

I am hopeless.

I am helpless.

I am mean.

I am selfish.

 

I will always

be alone,

because who

would want me?

 

Will i always

be defined

by his words

instead of mine?

 

LLH

5/12/15

11:04 PM

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2 Comments

Filed under domestic abuse, Feelings

2 responses to “I am…

  1. Yes. This. For years of therapy. Hang in there lady. You can change the voices. And it will get easier to speak truth about yourself.

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